so i havent even told anyone completely about the situation ive been in for the past few months but i need to let it all out. i need to write everything out and truly examine how fucked up this situation is. like what
people are always surrounding me but i cant help but feel so lonely all the time
i found the cure. apparently mary j and the phaeleh pandora station wipes away all my negative energy. like what. i dont even feel upset anymore. like i can think about it still and that sucks.., but i just feel sort of numb to it. how could this have happened. like why make it seem like theres a chance when you know theres not. he really hurt me. uhg. but now all my body feels are vibrations from feeling so lovely. so its alright to think about it cause my pain is numbed at this exact moment. holy fuck im really high im going to post this now so i dont change anything before you read what i just wrote and see how ridiculous you are/you sound.
